There's a song that captures the essence of what I've been experiencing over the past month. It's called The Power of the Cross. It's written by Keith Getty and Stuart Townend. I pray that through these words the power of the cross will become as real to you as it has to me.
Oh to see the dawn, of the darkest day
Christ on the road to calvary
Tried by sinful men, torn and beaten then
Nailed to a cross of wood
This the power of the cross,
Christ became sin for us
Took the blame, bore the wrath
We stand forgiven at the Cross
Oh to see the pain, written on your face
Bearing the awesome weight of sin
Every bitter thought, every evil deed
Crowning your blood stained brow
Now the daylight flees, now the ground beneath
Quakes as its maker bows His head
Curtain torn in two, dead are raised to life
Finished the victory cry
Oh to see my name, written in the wounds
For through your suffering I am free
Death is crushed to death, life is mine to live
Won through your selfless love
This the power of the cross
Son of God, slain for us
What a love, what a cost
We stand forgiven at the cross
May we all be blessed today and everyday by the power of the cross.